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Thursday, September 17, 2009

Thu, 17 Sep 2009 09:06:55 GMT

Last night's girl talk was nice :) Mandy (finally got to sleep with u my tung fong!!! LOL), Step, Helen Lo Por... really love u guys!!

All that talk abt boys... (although occasionally interrupted by Step's "serious" topics... :P) crazy...

Conclusion:

Guys really do like girls who are smart inside but appear to be dumb on the outside.

WHY!!!????

I think I'll never get married.... Girls let's go get our Gu Por House!!!

Sunday, September 06, 2009

Sun, 06 Sep 2009 17:51:38 GMT

今日成功入左宿lu!! 好彩我daddy 肯幫手拎d野黎....如果唔係都唔知一個人點搞得掂....

初時我以為自己好多野...點知一落的士見到有個女仔成家人黎晒...一人幾袋...我諗加埋 9﹑10袋都有 - -

我都係2個gip 加2個袋jei...

一搞掂d野...就出返去睇細路空手道比賽...好勁!! 亞軍!! 雖然我睇唔到kui打...睇到頒獎已經好好... 之後一家人一齊去食KFC.... 好耐無試過一家人一齊做d野.... 其實主要都係我問題...成日唔得閒...而家仲要住宿... 我真係想多d時間同細佬一齊...好似由細到大...我地兩個都無機會一齊gum...kui BB 仔gor陣我o係英國... kui而家開始大個我就入U.... 到我grad jor...我又會忙住返工....有自己家庭...我唔想同細佬好似陌生人gum.. 雖然我o係kui心目中仲係一個好叻gei家姐... 我亦都好錫kui... 但係...好多野kui都唔會第一時間同我講... 好多時都係聽返mami 講先知.... kui就黎大個...就唔會再gum 易將心入面gei野講﹐俾我聽ga la... :(

我要抽多d時間返屋企!!!!

不過放心...我都會成日o係宿hea... hahaha.... (actually...頭先篇野打到一半已經俾Ling ling 拉走左傾左差唔多1個鐘.... lol.... )

志文 628!!! 黎find我玩啦!!!!

Saturday, September 05, 2009

Sat, 05 Sep 2009 19:06:10 GMT

好! 決定寫返xanga... :)

聽日入宿lu... 志文雖小...五臟俱全a !!! LOL!

Saturday, April 25, 2009

Sat, 25 Apr 2009 16:30:47 GMT

久違了的朋友....

一起尋找我們的快樂時代!

多謝你

Sunday, March 08, 2009

Sun, 08 Mar 2009 16:10:24 GMT

思緒一片混亂

Thursday, February 19, 2009

Thu, 19 Feb 2009 06:40:45 GMT

I wanna achieve smth...

but i duno wt it is...

theres so much to choose from yet none of them seem to jump out at me and say PICK ME!!

i wanna study hard... but when i do i feel like theres more to life then studying...

i wanna work hard... but when i do i think it's kinda pointless, coz i dun realli need the money and i could have spent the time on smth else...

i wanna focus on LEO's service project... which is what im doing right now... but i've learnt that getting everyone invovled is realli the more important goal than to get everything done asap considering the situation of our club at da mo.... so... it's gonna take more time and i cant realli control the progress 100%

i wanna meet up with my fds more often... but it seems like they're all getting on with their lives... seems like im the only one still searching for my life goal... and everyone else seems to know what they're doing or at least... know where they wanna go....

maybe ... i juz need a break... to sort things out or leave everything behind to look for new inspirations...

but its impossible right? life must go on...

and it's moving so fast that i dun have time to look back...

to care for my own feelings for things that happened....

reminiscing might not be a good thing but maybe if i spend sometime on it now and then... my sore feelings can be released and then my heart can have capacity for smth else...

all things happen for a reason.... yet ppl dun always kno what that reason is...

would you rather have things happen to you for no reason.... or to have things happen but with an unknown reason?

i think i might choose the latter... coz at least i can convince myself that the reason was a beautiful one...

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Tue, 17 Feb 2009 16:06:59 GMT

Halo! Weird person from New York and California whos read like billions of my old entries...

Come say hi! i dun bite.... lol...

but thx for making me feel so proud coz my entries must be interesting if u kept clicking the "previous" button rite??

hahaha

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Sat, 14 Feb 2009 17:55:15 GMT

突然間好想寫d野...但又諗唔到寫乜...

2.14 ...我諗今年都算係過得最充實...haha...

做下青獅野...執房...filing d notes....夜晚幾個人去左Cindy 度 hotpot... 睇碟...MJ...飲野...

同d fd 一齊relax 下...想講咩就講咩..做d簡簡單單gei野已經好開心...

不過下次唔好再睇愛情片....12夜...講到愛情好灰...

今年收到好多情人節禮物....thank u all! 希望大家下年唔洗再"send" to all! haha....

我好耐無俾心機整份禮物送俾人lu...唔知幾時會再整呢...haha..

不過而家都係努力做好個Service Project 同 plan 下個summer la!!

最緊要正視加油呀!!

Saturday, December 13, 2008

Sat, 13 Dec 2008 18:35:32 GMT

I'm back ....again

it's never a good sign to be back on xanga again....

but i guess it's the only place where i can let it out...

.....

i met you here...

and ever since we've been together this xanga has been abandoned and picked up again so many times...

until eventually....i stopped writing on it.

it's just like our book....closed...and i once thought it would be closed forever.

but everything can be turned over right?

i can....i can always open the book again and expect a brand new chapter right?

.....

who am i fooling...

the book ....is closed...and that's that.

and maybe you're already starting to write a new book...

with another person....

creating a new story with new memories....new special moments....

and i wouldn't exist at all...

won't even take up a line....

a description...

a word.....

.......

should i write a new book too?

should i....find someone different.. and ...maybe....this time the story will have a happy ending?

wont everything be much simpler if i forget about the old book and write a new one from chapter one?

.........

i cant...

i cant start a new book when i kno the new story would never be as good as the old one....

i cant think of anything....or have the capacity for another person when my mind is full of you...

.......

i cant handle this...

maybe im not as smart or clever or strong or optimistic as you all think i am....

.......

it hurts...

my heart hurts....

and this is killing me....

becuase unlike stomaches...heart aches dont go away....

they might seem to disappear for a while...

but they always come back...

as if they are on a mission to torture me...

to death.

Saturday, October 11, 2008

Sat, 11 Oct 2008 05:48:57 GMT

可唔可以唔好再甩頭髮....

好驚...

我係咪生cancer.....